january 31,2011

today was the last day of january
nothing change
but im become more stronger than before
ok la...mylife getting better...but the memory still in my mind
xtaw nape sejak 2 menjak nie...always in my mind...cant sleep like b4..always woke up between 3 to 5 am
gile sengal la...pastu nk bgn g kje lak...
sometime ase nk luah everything dat i feel...tp xtaw kat sape
my life was in

MISSING

tomorrow

february 1st,2011 would b my 2nd months dekat microbiology lab

actually at de 1st mmg ase bored gile masuk lab tu...but now bawu sedar yg dok kat lab tu wat haty sy hepi..boleh wat sy lupe sume igtn tu...even just for a while

dgn ade ye mereka yg selalu wat sy ketawa...eventhough kdg2 terasa sunyi haty nie bile dorg bicara kan tentang CINTA

YES IM HAPPY

but,

sy ade 1 mslh dgn sowg lelaki...i dont want mention his name...tah la tp sy mmg x selesa dgn dye...elok2 boleh kwn boleh bertegur sape...tp skrg wat sy x cmfortable dgn dye...

iktkan nk je direct ckp...tp taw kan haty iqin nie mcm ane (my closed frenz mybe know)..d sakiti mcm ane pn masih leh diam kan dri

now,

sy closed dgn sowg guy nie...i call him zaffran...no hearts to him..jz my closed frenz...selesa dgn dye...evrynyte we must potpet2 b4 sleep ( x la tiap mlm,but mostly )

LOVE

IM SCARED

by the way,

i wanna wish my m0m

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY M0M

ON

JANUARY 31ST,2011

i juz

KEEP SMILING NUR ASHIQIN

WALAUPUN

HURT